all night long

I slept for about 15 hours Tuesday... Man that felt soo good. I woke up at about 4:30pm, then went to the AIRC and studied til 12am. I got so much work done in those 6.5 hours. Went home, went to the West Sac Walmart to get some shopping done at 1... Got home by 2.

I know I'll be out of it all day today, but that's what I get for procrastinating. But who cares right? As long as what needs to get done gets done, I'll settle for the difficult victory. Studying once again in the AIRC later today after drumline. I need to get those caffeine pills from Matt. Those will come in handy. Anyways, back to thinking about school. Midterms are almost over!

purple kisses

Purple Kisses - The-Dream

This song reminds me of December and January. Ahhh good & fun times.

multicultural psych...

Basically, this is all multicultural psychology has taught me this semester.

The darker your skin tone is, the less likely you are to be: a college graduate, socially accepted, and financially stable. The reason? Blame white people. Haha. I'm glad I'm biracial.

It's just like Rex Navarette said: [FOB accent]"OMG, Joy you're so dark! Nobody is going to marry you!!" It's so funny yet I think it's true.

Come Home

Come Home - OneRepublic

Everytime I hear this song it reminds me of you... I can't say I miss you, but I can't say I don't miss you. Things are just different now. Kuwawa face.

look what I found...

I found this by my Dad's bed. This is me on my 3rd birthday. I used to be a cute little boy...

Man, all I can say is what happened?? HAHA

And then I find this picture of my Dad when he graduated HS.

I find this pretty crazy. Haha.

lost and found

So I'm now in Riverside. REPRESENTIN' SOCAL. haha. anyway, tonight was really odd. I get to Ontario on time but my luggage never came through. I go to the Southwest front desk and ask where my luggage is, they say, "We don't know, hold on." Then they tell me, "Okay, your luggage is on the next flight from Sac, but it's been delayed an hour." They gave me a 50$ credit towards future travel on SWA as a compensation which will come in handy this Winter. So me and Rashad go to Victoria Gardens to kill time and have some coffee. We caught up on each other's lives. It was good to catch up. We are basically brothers from sisterly mothers. haha. When I got back to the airport to retrieve my luggage, I see someone from CSUS Marching Band. It was so random to see her at 11:30pm, at Ontario airport, while getting my luggage that was randomly lost and found.

Overall, it was a fun night.

P.S. Thanks Jill. I promise not to mess up. I really don't want to mess this up.

Things I want to do in SoCal this weekend.

• See my pops
• See my cousins
• Visit an old friend (When I saw you back in July we had a good time, right? haha =P)
• Football game
• CAF with cousins
• Have a good night out with Rashad.

I need this weekend to better than this past weekend. Hooray for CSU furloughs!

Justin!? YOU FREAK... Don't sneak up on me and freak me out like that.

anytime

Anytime - Brian McKnight

process of reflection.

I'm gonna take a quick break to write this.

This past week has been really odd to me. I've acted out of character quite a few times. I can't put my finger on why. I don't really know what's going on in my head. I miss having a [girl] friend that I can trust, and can just be myself around. It seems that at one point or another, people around me betray my trust. This isn't something that has been recent but more in the past few years. In that time I feel like people have just used me, lied to me, been fake to me, and have just treated me badly. I don't think I've deserved this. I think that to some of these people, I've been more than a good friend to them. I've tried to be a nice guy, I've more than tried to make these people happy, I've tried to do the right thing, and I haven't been a jerk. People say that you should treat people how you want to be treated. So if I'm the nice guy, why have I always felt like crap for the way people treated me? I know this doesn't apply to everyone I know, but there are just a few people I'm referring to.

Going back to this past week. I still don't know why this past week or so has been so weird. I can only say that I haven't really been happy/[satisfied] this past week. Maybe I just need someone to make me happy again. Not necessarily a girlfriend, but someone... It's sort of getting to me.

Fall 2009 Snareline

These guys are funny. Great group. Thanks Dante for the pic.

snack

just made some grilled chicken caesar salad. mmmmm.

Today was okay. I think I should stop spending so much money. I also think that my car is freaking out. I need to put some oil in it. Anyway, yeah, average day.

wasted time in the library

Usually I'm super productive. Today, I was just fooling around. Now I've gotta catch up on things. -_- I can't wait for Saturday night!!! =]

P.S. I guess I'm going on a date with Jill now? Haha.

Uh, yeah.

Today was alright, but it's just one of those nights. I'm gonna go for a walk. I can't sleep. Looking forward to Saturday night. =]

sorry but...

this song is off the heezy fosheeezy...

Slow Dance - Keri Hilson