Saturday, April 27, 2019

Looking back [Hate Post]

Looking back.

I don't regret anything I did. I can't regret it. I did what I did with the info I had in front of me. I made the right decisions at the time. Were they the right decisions in the end? That's a different answer. And well, looking back? I'm glad we're done. I'm really glad. It was inevitable. We were never really meant to make it work. Mainly because you were so useless and didn't make any effort to show me that you were the one. You weren't that smart, motivated, competent, and just not on my level. You were very self-centered. You thought you were a princess. Well I'm sorry lady, but you're not a princess. You are far from it, you know why? Because a true princess, would never disrespect her spouses family, constantly at that... You were a leech. You manipulated people. You used me. I'm so glad that I'm out of this relationship because it allows me to really find someone who does have a synergy with me. Someone where I don't have to be 99% of the effort to make things work. And I mean that. I'm so glad you are gone. It's time I found someone who's on my level. I was able to break out of that vicious cycle and allow me to truly find someone who makes my life better, not worse. You're still young, and immature... If I were to guestimate, you're still around 6 years until you're ready for a real marriage. I was ready at 26... I buckled down when you were 22 and tried my hardest, but you weren't ready -- that was my real mistake. But honestly, I don't think you'll be ready for a real marriage until you're 32... That's just who you are. Whereas I proved to myself that I was ready back in 2016, I just picked the wrong person... I'm still ready today. But maybe it's best I enjoy being single again for a year or so and then see what happens.

Monday, April 15, 2019

2019 Travels

Following trips booked: April LAS, May ONT, June PVR, Aug/Sep HND, Nov HKG, Dec MNL...
Looking at adding an SD trip in there somewhere and maybe one more LV trip... Not sure yet.

So far this year, I've been to Las Vegas for New Years, Austin, New York and Australia... It's going to be a crazier rest of this year...

Also, keep on the lookout for FMP 2020 in Thailand.