irony

What happened to my motivation to do school work?

This is what my research project is ALL about and yet I can't even find some motivation to start this Psyc lab assignment.

This sucks.

One side of life.

I need to get back on the P90 diet. I had a 3 day hiatus because of certain things that occurred over the weekend... Ahemmmm lol. I still have the same goal to get to 220 by the end of this semester and with that being said, that gives me 3 weeks and 4 days to lose 22 pounds.

I've been going to the gym about 5 days per week now for the past 5 months. I've went from being as much as 280 lbs to 242 lbs at today's weigh in. My goal is to be at 200 lbs by the Las Vegas trip in the beginning of August. I feel way better than I have ever felt and I just want to keep this going for as long as I feel good about what I'm doing.

I'm gonna say this now, the next 3 1/2 weeks are going to be brutal. The past 3 days were my temporary break from this tough diet, but from here until the end of the semester, I have a goal. I need to get there. I'm gonna workout even harder, maintain my focus. and stay motivated.

Saturday Night is...

the only thing on my mind right now...

This is gonna be fun.

I need a roommate for next Fall.

I need to find someone... Soon. My lease ends 6/30 and I need a new place to live starting 7/1. Otherwise I'll end up getting the shorter part of the stick. If anyone knows someone. Let me know.

Party this Saturday! Come on down to Apartment 17 this Saturday night for what's possibly our last party that we're gonna host.

I'm gonna miss this apartment. :(

Fall 2010 Schedule

Here's my Fall 2010 schedule. I will only need 3 Psyc classes to graduate and they're all on Tuesday/Thursday. I also have Marching Band on MWF which will be pretty cool. Pretty excited!

Summer 2010 Schedule

I guess I won't really get much of a summer vacation. Which is ok. Las Vegas '10 will still fit into my schedule and I will have lots of time throughout the week to work.

20 Questions.

I'll tell you the answer right now...

Its a hairband... lmao.

Let's see how long you keep guessing other random things.

Sleep schedule during Spring semester.

Here's a typical day...

• Wake up at 8.
• Get to school by 9.
• Feel sleepy all day during school.
• Come home.
• Call of Duty
• Maybe think about doing HW but I wont actually do it.
• Nite-Nite around 7pm.
• Wake up at 11 or 12 midnight.
• Watch useless YouTube videos, Facebook, or blog til 2. (Basically be lazy)
• Start HW around 2.
• Finish by 4.
• Sleep til from 4ish til 8 and repeat.

So basically, through careful empirical analysis (lmao), my days are divided into 2 with 4 hour naps filling the waking hours. Is it healthy? Probably not. BUT... does it work? Yes it does.

All The Best.

Good luck with yourself.

I hope you figure it all out.

why?

Why do I write this blog??? Just cause. It's good to reflect.... And then realize how dumb you were.

Spring Break Recap.

Well, there's not much to say. Other than I had a relaxing Spring Break.

I saw family, worked-out like every day, played some Call of Duty, and partied with my Psyc buddies. I wanted to go to SoCal to see my Dad and cousins, but I didn't have enough money to go on the trip... Money has been the determining factor in a large amount of the activities I have been able to do lately. I need a job. Now, with Winter Drumline being over, I can finally focus on School, and looking for a job. Sweet. I also need to (still) file my graduation petition for the Fall.

I signed up for Summer classes today, so I only have to take 4 classes in the Fall to graduate. Woo! I can't believe it's almost here. I'm gonna graduate college soon! I still have so much more school ahead of me in the long-run, but for now, it's nice to know that a large chunk of school will be over with.

I miss my family. I can't wait for the Summer. Plus, Las Vegas: Round 2 is just 4 months away. The goal is to have 1 grand to blow on Vegas in 4 days, 3 nights. Plus with all the potential people going on this trip, it may be the best trip ever!

Exciting stuff in what's left of the year to come. I hope it tops 2009.

partyy

Earlier tonight, I partied.... ANDDD, now I can't sleep. So, I guess I'm gonna say something I've been meaning to say for a while to someone...

I know you're not happy with him. Admit it. That's why you came to me in the first place... Wanting something else, someone new, something better... Stop lying to yourself. You'll just stay trapped in an endless cycle of hurt until you come to your senses...

Oh well. (sigh)