You wanna know how I'm crazy?

Because. I'd do such a horrible thing under the greatest possible circumstances...



Game changer. <<---- Me.

Summer means...

More fun in my life... although, at a cost... financial... I need an internship, but maybe, for now, I'll settle to work my ass off on my thesis... it's more flexible that way... :) I want to be done with my thesis by December... so that means I can spend my last semester just focusing on my internship... We'll see how this works out – but I gotta spend my money wisely.


Anyways, I also noticed that I blog less when school is out... I guess I've just been having too much fun since school has let out... I'm not complaining, but I have a feeling my blog has been feeling a little lonely lately... it's ok – I still love you blog...

The past 3 weeks since Justy's grad have been great... 2 Sac trips, one LA trip... Hella hella fun times... I can't wait for vegas in <1 month. More inside jokes that'll be referenced for years to come. ohhh myyy.

Love is a fickle thing.

My letter:

Amy, why did it take you so long to let me know how you feel? I spent so much time, wondering, worrying if I'll ever see you again. Well, I still forgive you. I know you'll be back soon. And we'll be together again. :)

Love, Raymond.

Amy...

This post is for my beloved Amy.

Amy baobao. As much as I love you, I can't just sit around and mope. I miss you more than anything, and all I want is one more day with you. With that said, you hurt me... You really did. You left me... completely in the dark. Its just me too. No one to share anything with.

You're the sweetest girl I've ever met. I fell in love so quickly. Now you're not in my life anymore. I want you to come back here and finish school. Please?

If you ever come back... in a second, I would take you with open arms.

Denial

I'm in denial right now. I can't seem to have a stable relationship with anybody...

I end up hurting the people around me.

The fact that I hurt the people around me just makes me feel like crap.

So here I am, back at square one. Apologizing again – sorry.