Week 4

School is kicking into a new gear this week. I need to stay ahead of the game. I gotta remind myself to keep going to the library, and keep working my ass off for good grades. It'll be worth it in about 4 years. Fingers crossed.

"Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish" - Steve Jobs

P.S. I almost forgot what today was. If you ever read this, think 5 years ago today. Wow, it really has been that long huh?

P.S.S. I'm gonna try and take your advice. I'm gonna try and deal with this all by myself, even though I know it's unhealthy. I'm gonna push my feelings down deeper and hope they go away. What other choice did you leave me? I'm cringing because I can't help myself. My mind is in so many places. So please, show me some kindness, I'm so helpless right now. All I have left is this blog, and I the one spot I made to express my feelings, is now the place where I refuse show how I'm really feeling. Damn.