To: you

It's funny how you say you always gotta trust what "he" tells you. It's also funny how you repeatedly say that you hate liars. It's funny how I didn't realize how long this has been going on because I've been so busy. The only reason things are the way they are is because you got bored. It wasn't exciting to you anymore. Without that same rush as we had in the beginning you still lied to me telling me that you have so many feelings for me and I ate it all up... That's the kind of person you are. You'll do the same thing to the next guy, I mean that's what you did to the guy before me, right? You really are messed up. You lied to me. You lied to me after repeatedly saying that you hate liars in relationships. You're a hypocrite (and it's funny because you've said you hate both hypocrites and double standards). I know that you've been cheating/going behind my back for not just the past 2 days but more like at least the past 2 1/2 weeks or so since before I went to LV. It's so funny how you think it's okay to play with a person's emotions. Not even a day later and you're already back with him? That's really sad. Really, you had no idea how bad it felt to find something like that out. Literally my chest started to hurt. I still have feelings for you but now that I found out that you were going behind my back and the only reason you wanted to break up is so you can get with your next guy, all I can say is that that is a low blow. I can't believe I waited around to give you your gift from LV, you never even called me to tell me you weren't gonna be able to come pick it up, so I waited, waited, and waited. For 4 hours I waited. Not even a text or phone call saying, "just go home, I can't get it." That's not right. You knew that I'd do whatever you wanted/needed me to, and you took full advantage of that. That's low. Finally when I have to go to great leaps and bounds to get you to answer your phone, you say, "I wasn't ignoring you, I didn't mean to hurt you, blah blah." That was complete BS. You're only saying those things because I caught you.

Last night I found out everything about you that I never hoped you'd ever be. You're a liar, cheater, backstabber, hypocrite, and one more thing, you're not at ALL the person I thought you were. You were all the opposites of those things to me before last night. Thanks for the past 4 and 1/2 months. I hope you're happy now although I know things don't last with you, you'll just keep doing the same thing you've been doing.

I really hope I never get into a relationship with someone like you again. Well, at least someone like the person I found out you really were last night. You were a sweetheart up until about 2 1/2 weeks ago. Then things seemed to change. I noticed you starting to act differently. I never mentioned anything because it was just small hints at the time. I truly thought you would never hurt me because I promised to never hurt you when you told me how you felt about me that one night. Remember me telling you that I'd never hurt you? Then I thought you would do the same for me when I told you how I felt. I was wrong.

I honestly fell for the person I thought I knew. Now all I have is a broken heart.