Back home.

Long Beach was funnnnnn with Amy :)

We continue to grow even closer together as time passes. What a way to end an already awesome summer.

And now the question is...

Why am I wide awake this morning? Isn't this against my whole "circadian reset" plan???

Oh well, take it for what it is...

The dog days of summer.

It's a warm august night...

I'm about to hit the gym...

Where's my financial aid?!

Just used my southwest rapid rewards points to book my flight to LA next week. #winning

Bought my bike parts too! Gonna try to not spend $ on a permit and gas if I can next semester.

I'm feeling refreshed. After all this partying, it's a nice change. :-)

Calm down...

If at first you don't succeed, pick yourself up and try again… the worst thing a human can do in the pursuit of greatnesss is fail to try

What happens from now on...

Before school starts again, I'm gonna have to do the usual pre-school beginning ritual. Once school starts, it'll be the end of summer, and time for regular life to begin again...

Let's get that thesis going and finished in the coming year! I want my master's degree more than anything!

So suddenly...

This is all so sudden... I don't wanna bother my friends because I'm truly a broken record sometimes. This sucks.

Now all I'm left with are my thoughts. This isn't where I wanna be.

Busy busy week

Let's get the good times rolling. One more week.

Doing it up.

Just got back.

But that Vegas trip was EPIC. EPIC I tell ya. Awesome memories to keep for a long, long time...

Ok? Forget it. VEGAS!

Ok, Raymond... Last night's blog post makes no sense as I read it tonight. But alas, tis' an exciting night. Vegas eve... I haven't been since, well, January? I believe? Wow, it has been a while. I miss Amy. She'll be back this next Sunday coming up. Which may mean, I may need to schedule an LA trip to go visit her before my birthday. :) Summer has been expensive so far. :( But, it's been the most fun I've ever had my entire life.

2012 is gonna be the best year yet. Especially as I think back to 2011, which was the best year to date, looking at 2012, it's just gonna keep getting better! :)

Come home soon.

You wanna know how I'm crazy?

Because. I'd do such a horrible thing under the greatest possible circumstances...



Game changer. <<---- Me.

Summer means...

More fun in my life... although, at a cost... financial... I need an internship, but maybe, for now, I'll settle to work my ass off on my thesis... it's more flexible that way... :) I want to be done with my thesis by December... so that means I can spend my last semester just focusing on my internship... We'll see how this works out – but I gotta spend my money wisely.


Anyways, I also noticed that I blog less when school is out... I guess I've just been having too much fun since school has let out... I'm not complaining, but I have a feeling my blog has been feeling a little lonely lately... it's ok – I still love you blog...

The past 3 weeks since Justy's grad have been great... 2 Sac trips, one LA trip... Hella hella fun times... I can't wait for vegas in <1 month. More inside jokes that'll be referenced for years to come. ohhh myyy.

Love is a fickle thing.

My letter:

Amy, why did it take you so long to let me know how you feel? I spent so much time, wondering, worrying if I'll ever see you again. Well, I still forgive you. I know you'll be back soon. And we'll be together again. :)

Love, Raymond.

Amy...

This post is for my beloved Amy.

Amy baobao. As much as I love you, I can't just sit around and mope. I miss you more than anything, and all I want is one more day with you. With that said, you hurt me... You really did. You left me... completely in the dark. Its just me too. No one to share anything with.

You're the sweetest girl I've ever met. I fell in love so quickly. Now you're not in my life anymore. I want you to come back here and finish school. Please?

If you ever come back... in a second, I would take you with open arms.

Denial

I'm in denial right now. I can't seem to have a stable relationship with anybody...

I end up hurting the people around me.

The fact that I hurt the people around me just makes me feel like crap.

So here I am, back at square one. Apologizing again – sorry.