So yeah, there's this person I've been thinking about lately... I can't really get this person off my mind. When I try to sleep, in the back of my mind she's just there, smiling at me. I miss her smile and the way she'd make me feel without even trying. Thinking further, I just miss being around her. Truly outgoing, all-around nice, and always there when I needed advice. I guess she's changed. For her it's, "Out of sight, out of mind." BUT for me it's, "Absence makes the heart grow fonder." Whatevs....
On to other crap...
The past weekend was great! (Well except for drumline practice which will come later.) I picked up my Lola and auntie Aida at the Oakland Airport Saturday afternoon, (oh btw, don't go to the Walmart by the airport, it's super ghetto.) Then dropped my mom off in the city (got my wish!) Then cruised around a bit and drove back home to Vallejo. Slept in on Sunday and then we had a family gathering for my cousin Tony's 35th b-day/Lola's welcome party/Ray's back home in Vallejo party. It was really good to see my family again; I missed them so much after not seeing them in about 3 months. Drove back home (sac) around 11pm. Pretty good weekend IMO.
Drumline has been quite draining lately. I feel like through the whole season, we've been behind on everything. Other than a good 1/2 performance at McClatchy, I think that for this weekend, we'll barely have a full show. Saturday was really unproductive on many levels. Tonight was a good musical rehearsal though... I think. I hope Wednesday and Friday are super-productive because I really doubt we will be able to put a good show together by Saturday. Still, I'm being optimistic about things. Only 12 more days of this. On the other side of the coin, Renegades is looking like it's gonna be a fun summer. I just dread driving from Sac to San Jose every 2-3 weeks and paying for the hotel. I didn't know I'd be spending this much money every time we have a camp. Maybe a tenor sectional later tonight will help me get jump-started on my chops again. I'm hoping I still have some tenor chops left.
School is, well, school. lol. I just think that since Spring Break is next week, school just wants to be an ass and make me write all these papers and study for all these midterms. It's okay though. My love-hate relationship with school is very indicative of my psychological well-being. I guess that means that currently, I'm overwhelmed, tired, and just hanging on by a thread. No biggie though. I can do this.
Someone I can't let go.
Family.
Drumline.
School.
Oh, how I love my life.
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