I just can't...

I can't continue this.

Why did you wait so long to tell me? I'm still in love with you but I just can't...

Blurry

It's a fine line between +/-

and the only difference is your attitude, Raymond.

Let's keep up the positives and brush off the negatives. Staying busy will help with that.

Now, if I could only learn to listen to my own advice.

Today...

Today was the first day in a long time where I just felt lost... lonely... just pretty much out of it.

I need some good news in life... and soon. Or else I'll just keep falling out of the groove I should be in.

Why do I feel this way?

Short update...

Getting ready to go to the gym right now for another hour of cardio :)

Tonight I need to look through my thesis draft and redo a bunch of parts... It's a never ending process.

and, right about now... I'm pretty Jack3D. but no Jack3D... using a different preworkout... Hope my forearm heals quickly.

Who thinks I can finish data collection and data analysis in a week? *raises hand*

Freebies from banks and a job search

I'm a man on a mission right now.

All or nothing

I'm applying to a bunch jobs right now. I need a job in the next month.

GAHHH

Lately

I've been being pretty cheap when it comes to spending money. I like this. I hope it continues...

Job interview

Interviewing at Radford this morning. Good thing I'm awake about 2.5 hours before it so I can prepare myself.

Chao Praya... circa 1/4/13

Living on next to nothing.

For the next few weeks, I'm gonna be a hermit. I'm gonna try to eat at home as much as I can. Not spend money as much as I can. Basically, the reason for all this, is cause of my Asia trip. I spent more than 3 grand on the entire thing... and I don't regret any part of it. It was amazing.

I still will want to go see Amy though... I'm willing to use my resources at hand to go see her. She's worth it. :)

Asia was effing awesome.

but this is all I have left to sing.




I miss Amy.

I miss you Dad.

I would give anything just to see my Dad just one last time.

12:22pm

I was doing cardio at 24 hour fitness.

I got the call from uncle Russ.

Rest in peace my dearest Father.

I will pray for you.

You won't have to suffer anymore, because you're with God.

Dad.

Sometimes I wonder, the man I'd be... if I had a father who raised me since birth. Praying for my Dad. I can't tell anybody. So I'll tell you.