Today...

Today was the first day in a long time where I just felt lost... lonely... just pretty much out of it.

I need some good news in life... and soon. Or else I'll just keep falling out of the groove I should be in.

Why do I feel this way?

Short update...

Getting ready to go to the gym right now for another hour of cardio :)

Tonight I need to look through my thesis draft and redo a bunch of parts... It's a never ending process.

and, right about now... I'm pretty Jack3D. but no Jack3D... using a different preworkout... Hope my forearm heals quickly.

Who thinks I can finish data collection and data analysis in a week? *raises hand*

Freebies from banks and a job search

I'm a man on a mission right now.

All or nothing

I'm applying to a bunch jobs right now. I need a job in the next month.

GAHHH

Lately

I've been being pretty cheap when it comes to spending money. I like this. I hope it continues...

Job interview

Interviewing at Radford this morning. Good thing I'm awake about 2.5 hours before it so I can prepare myself.

Chao Praya... circa 1/4/13

Living on next to nothing.

For the next few weeks, I'm gonna be a hermit. I'm gonna try to eat at home as much as I can. Not spend money as much as I can. Basically, the reason for all this, is cause of my Asia trip. I spent more than 3 grand on the entire thing... and I don't regret any part of it. It was amazing.

I still will want to go see Amy though... I'm willing to use my resources at hand to go see her. She's worth it. :)

Asia was effing awesome.

but this is all I have left to sing.




I miss Amy.

I miss you Dad.

I would give anything just to see my Dad just one last time.

12:22pm

I was doing cardio at 24 hour fitness.

I got the call from uncle Russ.

Rest in peace my dearest Father.

I will pray for you.

You won't have to suffer anymore, because you're with God.

Dad.

Sometimes I wonder, the man I'd be... if I had a father who raised me since birth. Praying for my Dad. I can't tell anybody. So I'll tell you.

My Back

Now that the weather is starting to dip into the low 50s and high 40s at night, my back is starting to really hurt again, much like how it did a few months ago right after my bike accident.

Where's my aspirin?

An accurate portrayal of life.

Life will one day be nothing more than a beautiful everlasting memory.