One last.

And I'm single

Again. And how many documentations have there been Mr. Blog? You know me so well. :)

I'm not very good with break ups; this is something you also know very well. THIS break up seems to be easier in some ways but still, there are a lot of similarities to past ones.

I kind of have this problem of falling in love with someone and staying in love while they may slowly disengage. I don't know what it is, but I guess when I'm in a relationship with someone, I build up some static idealistic image of that person in my head. I become blinded by love, and forget that others' feelings may fade.

I end up loving people too much... and, in the end, they can't give me the love I need back...

And now, presently I'm single. I'm still looking for the right one. Someone who I can be completely real with. Someone who will love me for me and all I have to offer... someone who could be my partner for life. I think that's what they call a soulmate these days...

*sigh*

Goodnight.

With every ending

starts a new beginning.

Remember that Raymond.

You're still maturing.

I love this quote.

"Life is short, live simple and be nice. At least people will remember you as someone who had their respect." - anon

Apathy

Days like this, I just feel so lazy. So unmotivated. -_- idk what to do. Sleep? Hmm.... time to think.

The past week

This has been the craziest week in terms of life impacting events that I've has in a long time. These kinds of things are what steer life in different directions.

Biking...

I got hit by a white SUV today @ 7:40pm traveling approx 35-40mph today on Jackson/Alum Rock in SJ while riding my bike home from school. I was in the bike lane. Hit and Run is a felony. I hope this person gets the punishment he/she deserves... and pays for all of my expenses and suffering.

How?

How do I deal with anything that's larger than life?

Break it into smaller pieces.  You'll figure it.

Intervention... Forreal this time.

I'm making a choice to make a big change in my life....

I see where this is headed, and it's not anywhere better than where I currently am...

I'm going to give this up for AT LEAST 31 days...

Think I'm good for it?

I've got 200 bucks on the line.

This is a real test for me – let's see what I'm made of.

Back home.

Long Beach was funnnnnn with Amy :)

We continue to grow even closer together as time passes. What a way to end an already awesome summer.

And now the question is...

Why am I wide awake this morning? Isn't this against my whole "circadian reset" plan???

Oh well, take it for what it is...

The dog days of summer.

It's a warm august night...

I'm about to hit the gym...

Where's my financial aid?!

Just used my southwest rapid rewards points to book my flight to LA next week. #winning

Bought my bike parts too! Gonna try to not spend $ on a permit and gas if I can next semester.

I'm feeling refreshed. After all this partying, it's a nice change. :-)

Calm down...

If at first you don't succeed, pick yourself up and try again… the worst thing a human can do in the pursuit of greatnesss is fail to try

What happens from now on...

Before school starts again, I'm gonna have to do the usual pre-school beginning ritual. Once school starts, it'll be the end of summer, and time for regular life to begin again...

Let's get that thesis going and finished in the coming year! I want my master's degree more than anything!