I've always thought about this...

... and I guess I finally figured it all out.

Our lives outside of school aren't that much different.

Yet, I feel like I don't have the same social life you do.

It's the distance.

Missing all the good times from back with my homies in Sac.

If it ain't broke...

don't fix it.

Why am I questioning my current method of doing things? I need to stick with what has been working all along, and forget all the critics.

Y'all never did anything to help me anyways.

I was just wondering...

I love chillout music. So relaxing. Not a care in the world. Goodnight y'all.

11-15-11 -- 199.8lbs

Well guys, I did it. I achieved my goal on the day of my deadline. There's something about accomplishing a goal you set out for yourself that is very satisfying... and that's what I am right at this moment -- satisfied... but I know for sure, I have plenty of room for improvement.

Here's to another year of my life... I can't wait to see the difference.

SPSS

I have an SPSS quiz to do but I'm not really in a stats mood right now... I feel like doing cardio because I had 2 slices of deep dish chicago pizza for dinner... it was the best thing I've eaten in the past week... but now I feel like I need to go run 5 miles. I guess I'll be up all night... again... I'll be feelin' all cracked-out in the stat lab tmrw. Ahh... I love the stress school puts on me.

This post won't make much sense but,

Sometimes, it's hard to be yourself.

I'm enjoying it though. It makes life easier when you don't care about impressing other people all the time and you can just relax and be yourself.

202 with about a week to go... I'm almost at my goal.

Where you should be.

How can I feel good about this life I'm living,
When you're not here right beside me,
Not here, Where you should be

Sometimes it feels like I might as well just turn around and give in,
Cos you're not here,
Where you should be,
Not here, Right beside me.

Under The City Lights

Love this. I'll be slapping this in my car for a while.

Doing my own thing. (12 days left)

The next few days, I'll be doing my own thing... minding my own business... and getting some serious work done.

I know this post is on the 4th, but it's only like 1am so I'm still on the 3rd... That means I have 12 days left to put in as much work as I can...

Anywho, I've also got a bunch of school work to catch up on, exams to study for, projects to finish, and research proposals to start...

From now until Thanksgiving, it's game on, school.

"I'm not just playing to win... I'm playing to annihilate" (reference to a post in 2009, lol)

Cleanse.

I need to stay clean this week. I messed up bad with all the food from this past weekend, but it's nothing I can't recover from. Just gotta stay clean this week, and everything else will just fall into place.

"Train your mind, and your body will follow."

To be honest,

I ate a LOT of food today... Or, at least it seems that way, but I only ate 1900 cals. So really, after lifting earlier, I'm at 1400 net for the day... and that's including 250g of protein spread out throughout my day... YAY ME!

hungry and sleepy

I'm hungry and sleepy... I'm at 1800 cals for the day... Just about 70% of those cals are protein. I guess I'll just go to sleep so I'm unconscious of the hungriness... While I'm at it, I'll listen to some Chillout DnB with some rainymood.com in another tab right behind it. :)

Goodnight folks :)

The rain.

Open rainymood.com in a separate tab... Listen to the music video. Enjoy :)

School

I need to start getting into homework mode... I need to finish this midterm.

Getting into a school mindset is always tough for me, but once I do, things happen quickly...