This is a joke right?

Am I just making a fool out of myself? I don't know. I don't understand. This is really stupid. I'm just gonna go to sleep. Sleep might make me feel better. Maybe. Really though. This is difficult. Ok, time to lie in bed. I over think things. Maybe I'm a girl on the inside. That would explain a lot. Whatever. Goodnight. I need to be in SF tomorrow anyway.

-I'm going to have to admit, I feel quite a bit better already.

I'm volunteering.

I'm doing a service learning project for my Urban Education class. It's basically volunteering/internship work where I get to mentor/tutor grade school kids. I chose an elementary school in Natomas. I get to mentor 1st graders once a week (friday mornings) and help them learn to read and write English. I guess there's some sort of feeling of giving that makes me feel happy that I could be making a difference in someone's life. I hope I do my job well, because I would like a good letter of recommendation for when it's time to submit those applications to grad schools!

Very Productive Day

I spent a good deal of it in the library getting ahead in some classes and catching up in others.

To-do lists are good for me. I think it's the Psychological effect I get because it is a visual representation of what I still need to do.

Oh, and btw, why are you messing with me? I don't understand. I don't even know if it was you.

Anyway, now I need to get back to more HW.

5th

I'll give it about a month. Things will be different. Then I'll laugh. Shut up. Everything changes.

first time

First Time - Josh X-an-tus

I first heard this song on the plane back from NY. I finally found it. All I can say is, wow.

lol. I love this site.

Good Friday

Sleep makes me feel better.

I like tuna sandwiches.

Drove too much.

I'm sunburnt, again.

Drove again too much.

Pleasant surprise from Merdead.

Sorta chill night.

Shut up! It's annoying me!

Vallejo tomorrow for an ortho appointment.

Sleep now, maybe I'll feel better in the morning.

new song.

Out Of The Blue - Ryan Leslie

I love finding songs by accident

Tenor-Cam

Trying to hold back.

I'm tempted to do it, but all it will do is make things worse.

Man, I really wanna slap the guy in front of me. He needs to put his seat back to the upright position. Zsarynne is KO'ed. Justin is doing HW.... I should be doing my HW too on this flight back but I can't think about school when this idiot in front of me decides to put his seat so far back that I can't use my laptop properly.

Rochester Trip

It was a longer trip than I expected, and as I sit here at the airport typing I realize that I'm already sort of sad that the season is over. Renegades placed 6th overall at Finals. We had the best show of the year and I was hyping the whole performance. I was able to get a tenor-cam hooked up to my drums for the last run-thru. I'll try posting the video later. Really though, after all the work I put in, it was worth it.

DCA Finals Night

We placed 6th last night. Tonight I'm gonna leave it all on the field. Woohooo

Night

Today was pretty much just all drumming. We ate at dinosaur bbq again. We also saw about 10 minutes of I&E. Tomorrow is prelims. I'm gonna need a good night's rest before tomorrow's long day. Now I'm thirsty. Well, good night.

Waiting at the airport.

So here I am. Chilling at SFO, waiting for my plane to leave at 11:15pm. I'm pretty excited to go to NY. ONE random thing happened today and I'm not gonna lie, I was actually happy about it... I was glad you called me. Thank you for your apology. It means something to me. Thanks for letting me know what's been happening with you and all.